Sunday, December 22, 2013

You learn to appreciate

Adventure Cove

So we went to Adventure Cove and we had a really fun day! It rained for a while then we continued to play! Me and bb played slides and I keep cracking my neck during the ride :-(
Had KFC family feast after that. Was really tired by the time I reach home.


We spent two days with this couple! Had a little shopping and ate yummy food. Always fun to go out with my bb. We were so tired by the end of the night and had last min plans to go planet for awhile. Sudden raid. But I didn't get in trouble! Too many fights probably.

Planet Paradise

Babysit baby Hakim

Had major pms this day but of course, bb still tried his best to give in to me. Wanted to go town for dinner, but end up baby sitting baby Hakim. Can you believe it? Both of us brought baby Hakim alone out to JP with a baby trolley, two diapers and a bottle of milk powder. Surprised to know bb know how to even prepare the milk powder based on his understanding in babies. Hahaha! 

Me and bb dressed him up with a shirt, baby chinos and adidas shoes. Had fun bringing him out although it was kinda troublesome because of public transport. Baby hakim always get very happy when he's in the bus. Everybody was staring at him while he jump and scream! But he was damn naughty because we prepared milk for him in the nursery room and he keep refusing to drink. After several times of trying and playing, he finally drink like a normal baby. He is extremely naughty. But still so cute.

Did I mention, I'm super crazy over baby clothes. Especially female baby clothes. But baby hakim is a boy, so yeah... HnM sells super cute, good quality and affordable baby clothes! And the shirt baby hakim is wearing was my early xmas present to him. Its really cute. 

Anyway, these few days have been hard for me. From 19/12 till now, is exactly 4 days.
4 more days to go, and I can finally see my dear baby boy. I really miss him, a lot. Nobody understands. People just say, "It's just 8 days."
Wait till it happens to someone you love. Then tell me, "It's just 8 days."

During these 4 days, I learn to appreciate. Many times I just take him for granted, scolding him hitting him, maybe because I know he will always be around me no matter what. But slowly I learnt that, people do get tired. Although he hasn't complained, I know I have to do the right thing because he really doesn't deserve this. He is the best Man on Earth. Without him, I won't have any idea what to do in my life. I probably still be the corrupted girl. 

I can't spend christmas with bb. But it's okay. 26 December 2013 is coming in 4 days. And I've prepared plenty of Xmas presents. I'd love to see him smile.


Thursday, December 12, 2013

I believe we can do it

So here are some pictures of me and bb for the past few weeks! It's been a roller coaster ride since I've started working and I believe we can work things out slowly. Well.. I have a few countdowns I'm looking forward to!

1 more day to Adventure Cove
2 more days to Msia
19 more days to New Year's Eve
27 more days to our very First year 

Things have been great for us! Every now and then there are people who are trying so hard to bring us down, yet fail. And also many problems we face. But I'm glad I have Izad by my side because he never fail to get me back on track. No matter how hard things get between us, he always tries his best. And that makes me do my best too. I just hope things will go smoothly from now onwards. 2014 is coming! So it better be a good year :-)

I'm super hyped up for all the upcoming events. Praying hard that things won't get out of hand. Just want to be happy.


Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Let us try

It's been a year and more since I've last blogged, and somehow I miss it!

I feel absolutely free after finishing my O's, and also being able to do anything I want. It's things like this that always bother me and now the burden is finally off my chest. It's me and bb's 11 monthsary this month and on Jan 8th, we'll be together for a year. Time really flies, especially this year 2013.

Been working for 2 weeks at TM Ion and hmm it have been a pretty great experience for me because of a new working environment. It isn't as tiring as I thought it would be. Maybe because of the fact that I've worked longer hours and exhausting jobs before. To others retail might be tiring but to me it seems kinda fine. The pay is reasonable so I'm happy. The only thing bothering me is makeup. I hate makeup I don't want to get addicted at all.. I mean I don't want to rely on makeup to make myself feel good about my looks. I don't want to feel like I NEED makeup. I'm starting to feel this way and it's not good. Luckily, I have a fierce bf by my side who strictly do not allow me to apply makeup at all when I'm with him aw cute.

Glad that I have bb and my family around me. I don't need anybody else but them. To me, they are the most important in my life. I've learnt that I can't trust anybody other than them. I'd rather have one or two person I can trust, than a bunch of friends who I can barely rely on. I am always grateful for what I have, and I will never want to lose any of them.

Although there are arguments between us, we never fail to work things out over and over again. Even if we are quarreling over the same issue after all these months.

Thank you baby Izad for always making me feel like I'm the only girl in the World, and constantly pampering me with love and care that I certainly do not deserve from you. People often judge you, and also our relationship because we are different. It doesn't matter whether you are malay, or chinese. As long as you love me whole heartedly, and treat me well, does it matter? The only difference between us is our skin tone. People are just being stereotypes and I fucking hate that. But I won't let that get to me, and I hope it won't get to you too. I love you the same regardless what shape, size, or color you are. And don't worry about what others think. It will never affect my love towards you. Never ever let any outsiders bring us down. Never. They don't know us. 

Can't wait to see you love. 


Saturday, July 14, 2012


Today is Tapestry and I'm really damn nervous!!! Good luck to all dancers I love you all!!
3/11 <3

Hope we can put up a good dance, x