Sometimes I cry just to hear you tell me it would all be okay

After listening to my blogsong, i seriously think about a lot of stuff. And i thought about what have i been doing this few years, I really did a very wrong thing last year, i disappointed Jenice, Linhui, Monik, Alefiyah, Scott, especially Darren... How i wish Alefiyah is in NASS, i could tell her how i feel and others.. I want Alefiyah, only she could understand how i feel. I want to tell her everything that had happened now.