He doesn't know how I feel

Xiaorong my brother*(PEACEOUT HOMEDOG) so good sia, he my new tutor ^^
He so good loh, he teach me Science on MSN, pro right!! Hahaha he rocks. But i still don't understand, he draw then share the photos for me, then the picture above is the picture he test me ask me to explain to him what is Luminous flame, then ask me draw the flame lolol. I think i draw wrongly sia, so random. Me and Xiaorong are just brothers and brothers okay! We have no relationship ( Seet you watch out ) with each other okay!!
Well, Xiaorong is another person like Alefiyah who were always there for me!! Whenever im feeling down or something they kinda cheer me up, so nice right. Luvluv (L)

Shall continue to study the notes Xiaorong gave me, okay bb! :)

Have I ever crossed your mind?

Im feeling, no good.

I have to study.

I have to earn money.

I have to get more sleep.

I have to catch up on my studies.

I have to do well in my common tests.
I have to stop spending my hard earned money.

I have to stop going out anymore.

I want to die.

Im currently trying* to study History now, but alot of corruptions from msn. Not from ericleong, other people. And im feeling super sleepy now, slept during Essay Test today for like 20 mins, while its only 50 mins. I seriously need a tutor for this week, my common tests are like in days? And i've not understand anything at all.

Im stuck at Science, Maths, Chinese and History. God please help me. :( I guess I have to stop updating my blog for the time being, sorry guys. I have no much time now, always busy, then reach home bathe eat all this, need do homework. No time to even blog, i mean i think its a waste of time, like whose reading my loser stuff man. So dance today was tiring and had to memorize many steps, but i guess it was fine from the help from the seniors. I shall continue with my studying and sleep early tonight, good night readers if i have, I love you forever for supporting me. Anyway thanks to those who wish me to get well soon, hope you have a wonderful life ahead! Unlike mine.

He will never love me

Hi. I just finish eating plus bathing and used msn awhile, lol. What happened to my english :(

Im sad. Cheer me up. My common tests are like this coming week, and im sad! Because, i have not been studying since the starting of this year and im afraid i'll fail. Let me tell you my test's marks now. Some!!!!

History, 8/15

Chinese compo, 13/50

Chinese, 27/50

Maths, 9/35

English, 15/35

Science, I forgot lol.

See all my marks so lan. :( Im soooo not happy with my marks loh please! And im seriously hating the dance practice. Always clashing with my tiredness. I've been working alot lately and no time for my darlings and babes. I slept 13 hours today and im lovin it hehe. Okay got to go now, i hate it its dance prac tmr, okay bb!

I don't know what i feel

Didn't go school today cause still sick. Apparantly Walter didn't go to school and Wesley woke up late for work, my Dad hadn't have enough sleep, he only slept for 2 hours, my Mom watching tele! Daddy dropped me and Walter at Tamp polyclinic around 12.45pm and its only opened @ 2pm. So me and Walter walked to Tamp mall and met Weewee at T1 find Sihao blahblah. Went Eastview there then Weewee and Sihao's kuku friend all keep talking cock, got something wrong with them sia. Okay forget about it, then Bryan came then took bus 81 / 87 whatever can't remember to Kovan.

I sat in front of Sihao then he keep throwing sweets at me ask me eat more eat more, siao siao one sia that guy. Keep forcing me eat mentos, like trying to force me eat drugs like that, lol. Then keep anyhow singing in bus, Weewee listening to thailand songs... omg. Met Teresa and mac then Ivan came blahblah,

After that Cassandra, Ivan and Weewee brought me to see doctor i waited for like 50 mins then its my turn, wait for Medicine like 5 mins plus. Ivan waited for me backdoor of clinic then met Weewee Sihao Bryan then Cassandra Teresa, they go lan so i went home, took super long loh please! Finally home sweet home at 6.15pm plus.


Okay wtf this seriously suck, i seriously don't know what the fuck is happening to my body system. Now my nose is bleeding? After running nose then nose bleed, bad luck

Just for the moment

So today met Seika Joy Jiajun Weechuan Nikey at 74 or 75 can't remember, then Seika Joy Jiajun and me went off to bugis. Blahblah, met Jacq to Lavender playground, played like some small kid who just ate drugs, seriously today was a good day. After that Jacq got taiji so went off to iLuma, then i met Ivan and Weewee play lan, woots was fun but kena own by Ivan @ dota! Weewee went crazy cause i cannot play properly. Took bus 23 then changed to 87 to Bedok int. Wes came to pick me up with Walter and head off to Mummy's friend's house. Gambled for one hour plus and last game i won alot, hehe. So happy, last game i got FLUSH HAHAH. But total i only won $19, starting game amount of chips is $30! Joan gave me and Walter free ride home, inside car got Jess Josephine Joan Lisa Walter and me. Btw,

Happy birthday to my beloved lovely Michelle! I love you forever! :) Hope you have a happy day " today " in school! See you on fri. :)

I actually saved this in draft long long ago, i thought i post it, sorry alefiyah!
Below pictures are my loved ones!


But this special one, is my favourite, cause they are my babys. :) Hearts you all!

My lovely babes.

Making wish!

Before cutting trying to blow!

Cake!

My lovely friends from 1R1 and 1R2!

Unglamorous!

My face. :(

My mom made for me. :) Butter cake!

My lovely present. :)

My face after kena. :(

Present from Kuiran Alefiyah Amit Shaiann Jordan Huiqi Armanda Amanda Alex Taekyoung!

I would rather be alone

Heh.

Misunderstandings

( Edits ) Back from work! Whoa was really tired, haha. Okay bye im bored lala

Off to work, bye! :)

Get well soon Jennifer

Happy new year and valentines day! Hope you guys had fun during vals......

Today woke up got fever, drank vitamin c, ate panadols and ate breakfast! After using Seika's thing to put on my forehead, i felt much much better. Today visited my only auntie in singapore, then walked to mrt station and took mrt to Bedok inter. Met Seika at inter, then went to 75 with Seika and JJ.
JJ so sweet, he bought a medium size DOMONKUN* for Seika! :( I jealous. Then slacked at 75 with Seika, JJ and Weechuan. Jacq and nikey came after that! After that wait for bus and stuff, reached Century square, met Ivan, Weewee, Sihao, her girlfriend, friend and friend with Seika and Jacq.

Omg today Weechuan damn sick loh, striper!! Play basketball and pose as model and rap Jaychou's song until like siao... Retarded kukubird, haha don't come kill me.

I love you

Michelle ann, my love, i will never forget you babe! I hope to see you as soon as possible and celebrate our birthdays together!

Your finally 13 Jennifer!

Happy birthday Jennifer Wong Ai Ling.

Sometimes I cry just to hear you tell me it would all be okay

After listening to my blogsong, i seriously think about a lot of stuff. And i thought about what have i been doing this few years, I really did a very wrong thing last year, i disappointed Jenice, Linhui, Monik, Alefiyah, Scott, especially Darren... How i wish Alefiyah is in NASS, i could tell her how i feel and others.. I want Alefiyah, only she could understand how i feel. I want to tell her everything that had happened now.

Disappointment

Worked from 2pm to 9pm today! Whoa was really tired. Stupid Zack and Vance keep bullying me! Omg i really love Zac sia, he damn good, he say that norman (guailan) can have slots to work, why i cannot, then he gave me damn alot of slots to work, yay yay to Zac, but boo boo to Zack. Haha sound so same, hsh at 11pm today.

So unlucky today ):

(1) Handphone batt flat.

(2) iPod batt flat.

(3) No more panadols.

And worst still, tomorrow got dance! Okay i think i shall go rest on my precious hot sexy bed now. Try to sleep and wake up early tomorrow to finish my homework and other stuff, bye guys!

You only think you love me

Heres a quick post, sorry guys i do not have the pictures yet, i had not get wes to get the card reader back from his office, so sorry! Tomorrow is going to be the working day for me again! Excited but afraid moomoo don't like how i work, but i scared i forget how to write details down. ):
Okay.. So many things happened which i did not expect, and when i say many , i mean MANY. Argh nowadays homework is getting more and more, and i hadn't been studying!! People please help me study, i have tests next week, and a math test for a present on my birthday. History, science and chinese i finished! About one week plus, im gna have my class common tests. Aw im still not used to secondary school life + subject. I realised miss low is actually fine, but she's a bitch as she only give smiles to her friends/ teacher, never to students. Hahaha okay good night people, sleep early. I miss naps pupils anyway, toodles!

He sees the possibilities in me

So yeah got this phone yesterday, met dad at tamp mall the starhub there. And bought one blackberry curve and this samsung omnia pro. Sorry if i text you so many shortforms, thats cause im not used to the keypad and lazy to type, haha. My thumb nails are gone, thats why so hard to type. :(

Today after school met kimchi, jiajiun and weechuan at tamp mrt with eling and seika! After eating with seika and eling, kimchi and co. came and some left blahblah, kimchi went back school for dance rehearsal, so we went to slack at 75. Bored to death, then ahsong came down, he damn cute sia :( He keep screaming korkor when me and seika walk near him. Then jiajun keep bullying him ( seika dont kill me HAHAHAHA ). Then this happened...............

Me: Hello ahsong!
Ahsong: KORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ( high vol, shouting for wc)
Me: Jiejie give you sweet want anot?
Ahsong: KORKORR ( shouting for wc) , (suddenly) YOU FUCKING CHAO CHI BAI ( point middle finger )

Damn cute right? His just 2 and a half and his fcking cute. But he don't like me. :( Sad jennifer.

Love starts here

I luv my kimchi, 010210 0002!